Creative
Interpretation:
Hello
my name is Sylvia Plath.
My poems
comprise of death and wrath.
My father
died when I was eight
And that
fashioned up a lot of hate.
He was
a biologist who had a degree;
A degree
to investigate and examine bees.
Poetry
was my escape of reality.
Somewhere
where I could be me and be utterly free.
I could
express my emotions as a way of release;
Write
anything I please in quiet and ease.
My poetry
was published at a very young age;
I appeared
to be perfect but was disengaged.
I graduated
from school summa cum laude.
I know
that made my family proud.
But that
still wasn’t good enough for me,
My mental
instability still made me feel lousy.
I chose
to perpetrate suicide a few different times.
I encountered
trials and tribulations that would not subside.
My first
attempt was not a success,
My life
was a mess with lots of stress.
I was
not accepted into the prestigious course.
I was
an intelligent woman who showed much remorse.
I was
very depressed and mentally ill,
And tried
to end my life with sleeping pills.
I went
to the hospital so I could get well;
The electroshock
therapy was a living hell.
I went
to a party and met a man who was sweet.
When
he went in to kiss me I bit his cheek.
That
particular occurrence would forever change my life;
Because
soon thereafter I became Ted’s wife.
He was
the only man who was 'big enough' for me,
But our
relationship turned out to be very unhealthy.
We had
a baby girl just shortly after our marriage.
I got
pregnant again but it ended in a miscarriage.
The total
number we had was two;
This
made our relationship unbalanced and askew.
I was
stuck in the hospital for having an appendectomy,
This
inspired me to write twenty two poems about me.
I was
constantly uncertain of my husband’s fidelity.
I guess
he was just way too horny for me.
I introduced
him to a friend of mine,
I guess
you could say it was a matter of time.
Ted and
Assia had some intense chemistry,
Which
evoked inadequacy and jealousy in me.
I tried
to take pills to numb the pain;
Poppies
and opiates but the pain still remained.
I wrote
many poems about my mistrust;
My husband
Ted and his mistress’s lust.
My husband
didn’t give me adequate lovin.
So I
stuck my head inside the oven.
Tucked
my children into bed.
And set
aside some milk and bread.
Turned
the gas on way up high.
And that
is how I chose to die.